ever wondered why sometimes the things that you want the most are things that you wont be able to get? ever wondered why all your prayers remains unanswered? ever wondered why shitty things happen (and sometimes,it would seem like it only happens to you),especially during the most important phase in your life? ever had the feeling God is being bias toward you and you only? the feeling of having this questions pondering inside your mind,and most of it remains mystery? you maybe wondering where am i actually going with all these...
these are actually the questions that would run in my head when something unwishful happens in my life...(not often,thank god for that,but it still does,and sometimes it chooses the most unfortunate time to occur)
let me cite a story that recently happened to me...last week,i desired something in which i was quite confident that i will be chosen,and then fate intervenes and apparently(in short) i was not good enough(no sugar coating needed!)
for a moment,i felt a very big void in my self esteem,(you know, the something-is-wrong-with-me-feeling) but this is nonsense of course, but grief skews our thinking.
and then all the other drama follows...questioning god..why god?why me? and yada yada yada...
and as days goes by,i have come to realise that God have different plans for me..magnificent,a 100x greater,much more fantabulous ones...i have got selected into a different plan,which at this moment,i feel like its perfectly crafted to me. And then,i start praising lord.thank him for his kindness,expect him to forget all my brutal cursing and dissatisfactions (lol)..I also realised that there is a reason why things go south..haha...maybe south is where i meant to go,maybe i am destined for greater heights there..
so cutting the story short, I'M THRILLED TO BITS NOW!!
and the point is...STOP COMPLAINING AND WHINING....there is bloody good reason why shit happens...!!
:):)
peace &love,
quaint
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